Month: November 2011

  • Tamar, a Novel

     

    As with any good mystery, I immediately wanted to re-read Tamar to look for clues and to see the significance which I missed in the first reading.  The 1944-1945 story of two spies for the Dutch resistance, code named Tamar and Dart, is interwoven with the life of a young woman—named Tamar—in 1995 London, attempting to learn her Grandad’s and Gran’s shrouded personal history.

    Grandad defends his silence: I happen to think there are certain things that are best left buried, that we should take to our graves with us. Terrible things that we have witnessed. I’m sure you disagree. You belong to a liberated generation; you believe in freedom of information.  Gulp.  This took me back to a moment around a table when I waltzed into our aunt’s memories of growing up in WWII Austria. “What was it like?” I probed, with no clue what my question cost. Aunt Anita was quiet, looked down, gathered herself, and then replied, “Oh, we really don’t want to get into that now.” 

    It is hard to write about the narrative without a spoiler. The espionage parts are intense; my muscles tensed while reading them. The nighttime ambush of Nazi SS Lieutenant General Rauter and retaliatory executions is true.   

    Some quotes:

    It was so damned hard to know what the old man was feeling. He was like one of those office blocks with tinted windows; you could only see in it you happened to look from a certain angle when the light was right. 5

    The fear was on him suddenly, like a thin covering of ice over his entire skin. 65

    Dart had become so unused to good feelings that he’d acquired the habit of examining them like a careful shopkeeper who’d been paid with a big banknote. 173

    The teenaged Tamar finally connects with Grandad through algebra and crossword puzzles.

    Grandad taught me that the alien signs and symbols of algebraic equations were not just marks on the paper. They were not flat. They were three-dimensional, and you could approach them from different directions, look at them from different angles, stand them on their heads. You could take them apart, and put them together in a variety of shapes, like Lego. I stopped being afraid of them.

    I discovered that Grandad’s world was full of mirages and mazes, of mirrors and misleading signs. He was fascinated by riddles and codes and conundrums and labyrinths, by the origin of place names, by grammar, by slang, by jokes—although he never laughed at them—by anything that might mean something else.

    He taught me that language was rubbery, plastic. It wasn’t, as I’d thought, something you just use, but something you can play with. Words were made up of little bits that could be shuffled, turned back to front, remixed. They could be tucked and folded into other words to produce unexpected things. It was like cookery, like alchemy. Language hid more than it revealed.

    I’m not an expert in Young Adult fiction, but I question that slot for this book. It tilts strongly adult and not so much young. I have some other quibbles, but to bring them up here would spoil things.

    Reading this fiction made me want to read Leo Mark’s non-fiction Between Silk and Cyanide, a book waiting patiently on my TBR shelf. I was delighted the Mal Peet acknowledged this title as very helpful in his research.

    I wanted to read this book after reading Sherry’s review at Semicolon. Her Saturday Review of Books is a primary source of good reading!

     

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  • Thanksgiving 101

     

     

    We hosted our first Thanksgiving dinner (15+ people) when we were 21…and about every other year since.  I come from a family which regularly gleaned stranded students and set them around a heavy-laden Thanksgiving table.

    I’ve had my share of fiascoes. After I made my first pumpkin pie, I couldn’t find space for it in the refrigerator; so I placed it on top of the fridge and walked away. When it was time for dessert, that pie had polka dots of mold from crust to crust.  I’ve spattered mash potatoes on the ceiling, set off the smoke alarm, and discovered unserved salads in the fridge long after the guests had left.

    Along my journey, except for the deep-frying gig, I think I’ve tried every new twist on cooking turkey. Breast down, in a bag, on the grill, very low heat overnight, high heat, covered, uncovered.  I am a sucker for three words: New and improved.

    I saw good words about Rick Rodger’s Thanksgiving 101 and promptly put it on my Trade Books for Free - PaperBack Swap.  wishlist. A book that focuses on one meal intrigued me. Even though I’m not a novice, I wasn’t satisfied that I had found the best methods. This is the first Thanksgiving where I used Rick Rodgers for my guide. Color me thankful!  There is so much I love about this cookbook.

    Rodgers includes many versions of traditional Thanksgiving dishes, with the kind of explanations you would find in Cook’s Illustrated.  He is frank in debunking what he calls Thanksgiving Myths. I followed his Perfect Roast Turkey directions, tightly covering the breast with aluminum foil; it was the very best turkey I’ve ever tasted.  Rick’s stuffing recipe was the best stuffing. Really! 

    On Tuesday I made stock from turkey necks and legs (I could not find turkey wings, but I only checked one store). I used the stock instead of canned chicken broth for the stuffing, in roasting the turkey, and in the gravy. What’s left went into the soup.  I highly recommend this extra step. If time is tight the week of Thanksgiving, the stock (and gravy) can be made and frozen three weeks in advance.  Another tip was to heat the milk before adding it to potatoes for mashed potatoes.

    I feel confident that I won’t deviate from the turkey and stuffing recipes I used.  But there are so many varieties of side dishes that would be fun to try. The chapter on Leftovers offers great ideas. Menus and timetables give all the practical help you need. I highly recommend this book as a reference for your future Thanksgivings.  Turkey is a budget-friendly protein. You may want to have a practice turkey dinner in March. (← brilliant thought, eh?)

    One last thing. Guess what I plan to use a month from today? winky  Christmas 101

  • The Best Crescent Rolls

     

     

    Decades ago my neighbor called me up.
    “I have extra rolls, would you like them with your dinner?”
    Yep. She’s some kind of wonderful.

    They. were. stupendous.

    I prayed that this wasn’t a secret family recipe.
    I think she dictated directions over the phone.
    As you can see, my recipe card has survived a Niagra of spills.

    This is a vintage recipe.
    Given before the days of KitchenAid mixers in every kitchen.
    So half the time you use a hand-mixer,
    then you shift to mixing by hand.

    The good old days of mixing and kneading by hand.

    Rhonda’s Rolls

    1/2 cup canned milk
    1 cup lukewarm water
    1/2 cup vegetable oil
    2 pkg yeast
    1/2 cup sugar
    2 t salt
    2 eggs
    5 1/2 cups flour

    In large mixing bowl add yeast to water.
    Add canned milk, oil, sugar, salt and eggs.
    Mix well.
    Add half the flour; using mixer, mix well for 3 minutes.
    Add the rest of the flour cup by cup,
    mixing with wooden spoon.
    Knead dough for 10 minutes.

    Wash out bowl and coat bottom with oil.
    Place dough in pan and rise until doubled.
    Punch down and cut in half.
    Roll dough into a circle shape.
    Cut like a pizza.
    Roll up and place on cookie sheet.
    Let rise until double.
    Bake 400° for 6-8 minutes.

     

     

    Above: Baked in my nifty Demarle Flexipan.
    Below: Baked on a pizza stone.

     

    Notes:

    I always double this recipe. The family demands it.
    I use whole milk instead of canned.
    I buy yeast in bulk. 1 package = 1 scant Tablespoon
    I used to brush melted butter over the tops.
    Now I spray olive oil cooking spray.

    Oh yes. I make the entire recipe, kneading and all,
    in a Kitchen Aid or Bosch mixer.

     

  • Thanksgivings

     

     

    I’m thankful for the gloaming,

    ancient hymns in minor keys,

    Reuben sandwiches and Subaru engines.

     

    For repeated forgiveness,

    wood heat,

    Bach’s Passacaglia,

    and B.B. King. 

     

    For sibling phone-calls,

    library downloads,

    BBC films,

    an expanded table. 

     

    I’m grateful for grandsons and stacks of books,

    for garlic sizzling in olive oil,

    for book-lined walls and long car-talks.

     

    For basil, cilantro,

    spearmint,

    fresh limes,

    toddler laughter and

    blesséd uninterrupted sleep.

     

    Truth, beauty and goodness,

    goodness and mercy,

    mercy and grace.   

     

    I’m grateful for Psalms,

    Proverbs, Ecclesiastes:

    Wisdom for the taking.

     

    I pray for reconciliation,

    renewed relationship,

    the safe return of a wandering soul.

     

    For husband hugs and kisses,

    Love you, Babe…“,

    alliteration and Winslow Homer.

     

    Declared righteousness,

    Thanks be to God” and

    We believe…”.

     

    Extended family, augmented chords, lingering meals,

    Scented candles, words!, and memories.

     

    For daughters, and the sons who married them,

    Nieces, nephews, grand-nieces, grand-nephews,

    Extra sharp cheddar, and

    The UPS man carrying Amazon.com boxes.

     

    Pesto, bubble wrap, smiles that light up the whole face,

    Asparagus, spiced chai, and abundant drinking water.

     

    Cape Town, Johannesburg,

    Budapest, St. Petersburg,

    Ankara, Lusaka,

    Harare, Krakow;

    places where a piece of me resides.


    I’m thankful for the death of death, for mingled tears,

    For the grace to finish well,

    For comfort in sorrow, the grip of hope.

     

    Asian noodle salad, Augustine, whole wheat toast.

    Reading evenings, empty nest.

     

    I give thanks for Gore-tex, loving rebukes,

    Laughter in the morning and southern windows.

     

    For nostrils, fingernails and funny belly buttons,

    For DSL, clematis, and airplane travel,

    Enduring friendships,

    Lively discussions.

     

    I’m thankful for home,

    a place to belong.

     

    “Oh give thanks unto the Lord, for He is good.  His mercy endures forever.”

     

    (adapted from previous posts)

  • The Crisis of Civilization

     

     

    The Crisis of Civilization was a curious read. Belloc loathes the Protestant Reformation, naming it a disaster, an explosion, a catastrophe, a manifold evil.  Belloc blames the Reformation for the rise in Capitalism, the root, he believes, of our present disastrous economic situation.  

    This was a smackdown to a girl who spent every New Year’s Eve of her childhood watching the 1953 film Martin Luther and, consequently, has the “Here I Stand” speech memorized.  Why would I read this? I had no idea of Belloc’s premise when I got the book from Paperbackswap. Also, I respect Belloc because of his close friendship with G.K. Chesterton.  In addition, I am not opposed to reading opposing viewpoints.

    A few disclaimers: I am totally out of my depth, reading and responding to Hilaire Belloc. Reading this book was the intellectual equivalent to me doing advanced yoga. Further, I have dear friends who are Catholic with whom I have no wish to quarrel.

    Belloc’s argument with Capitalism is that the super-majority of people possess political freedom but are dispossessed of economic freedom.  He is equally vehement against Communism and believes the injustices inherent in Industrial Capitalism bred Communism. His solution is better distribution of property, the public control of monopolies, and a return of the guild. Ultimately, he calls for a wholesale conversion, by individuals and by society to the Catholic Church. 

    Belloc wrote this book in 1937. He saw the rise of communism and shuddered at its ramifications. As I read this I wondered 1) how he would write this book after WWII and 2) how he would assess the current economy. It was a fascinating read in context of the Occupy Wall Street protests.

    Much of what he predicted has, in fact, come true. Big business has preempted the small guy. Belloc’s example of grocers resonated with me. The chain store kills the small shopkeeper. Where our small town used to have a dozen neighborhood groceries, it now has three chain stores.  Belloc wrote about Wal-Mart before Wal-Mart existed. For me this brings up the perennial Wal-Mart question.  Evil empire or not?  I haven’t fully examined or engaged with this. 

    Belloc’s ultimate goal of a unified, sanctified church is my goal too. While he was decidedly Roman Catholic, I remain a Protesting Catholic, grateful for the Reformation.

     

  • My New Favorite Christmas CD

     

     

    Stephanie Seefeldt’s Cradle & Cross is the best antidote for the jangling, jarring, holly-jolliness blaring through the speakers at the mall.  Seefeldt’s dulcet tones sooth and calm; they focus on Emmanuel, God with us. Her music invites us to come and worship.

    Picture snow falling, soup simmering, bread rising, candles flickering. Cradle & Cross is the soundtrack for the sacred season of Advent. When you feel frazzled and fragmented, hostage to your To Do list, put this album on.  Stephanie’s music is an infusion of peace; it will orient you towards high thanksgivings and unwearied praises. 

    Here are a few of my favorite tracks:

    Of the Father’s Love Begotten :: This ancient hymn is rich in incarnational truth. Stephanie’s phrasing of the medieval plainsong is exquisite.

    Emmanuel, God is With Us ::  The essence of Christmas wrapped in a simple tune that a three-year old could master. Sing your kids to sleep; sing a loved one into eternity. 

    Emmanuel, God is with us.
    Emmanuel, we’re not alone.
    Emmanuel, God is with us.
    We love you, Emmanuel.

    Lay Them Down :: A challenge to imitate the humility of Christ. The lyrics based on Philippians 2 call us to give away—to lay down—our rights. 

    In the First Light :: Stephanie’s arrangement of Bob Kauflin’s modern classic blends her voice, a viola, and a cello. Minimal, unadorned, glorious.

    Quelle est Cette Odeur Agreable/Lo, How a Rose E’er Blooming medley ::   Evocative, sensitive piano solo that pairs two traditional carols.

    Angels from the Realms of Glory :: Have you ever gone to the wedding of a flibbertigibbet bride? And then been shocked when a serene beauty walked down the aisle? It’s amazing what a dress can do. When this traditional carol, that formerly galloped and sometimes screeched, is clothed with a new dress the beauty and radiance of the lyrics shine. Familiar words become fresh. Stephanie’s melody brings dignity and grace to an old standard. 

    You can listen to samples and purchase MP3 downloads at Amazon  and iTunes. There is no better purpose for $0.99 than to buy Angels from the Realms of Glory. If you like Fernando Ortega, George Winston, or Liz Story, you will like Stephanie Seefeldt. You can purchase CDs at stephanieseefeldt.com

  • My Kindle Library

     

    “If you are like me, you like to snoop through other people’s libraries to see what they are reading.”
    Hope said it; I confess it.

    One thing I’ve (re)learned about myself:
    Acquisition is a thrill.
    I have more books on my Kindle than I could read in…forever.
    But I love knowing they are there.
    A Gentle Madness.

    Notes:
    1. A friend gave me his Kindle; I’ve kept his titles, marked with *. (* = not necessarily free)
    2. I winnowed my Paperbackswap Wish List, erasing any titles I could get free on Kindle.
    3. I’m reading my Bible on Kindle. Good for reading, not for studying.
    4. My favorite is the underline feature. I can go to “My Clippings” for the underlined bits.
    5. I don’t think I’ve spent more than $5 on Kindle books.
    6. For the record, I still prefer reading print books.
    7. But I like getting books I don’t have to store.
    8. Why no Shakespeare? I ask myself.
    9. Why no Trolllope? I can fix that.

    My Kindle Library

    1928 Book of Common Prayer
    Adventures of Prickly Porky :: Thornton Burgess
    Adventures of Reddy Fox :: Thornton Burgess
    Alarms and Discursions :: G.K. Chesterton
    All Things Considered :: G.K. Chesterton
    An Altar in the World :: Barbara Brown Taylor *
    American Lion: Andrew Jackson :: Jon Meacham *
    Among the Tibetans :: Isabella Bird
    The Art of the Commonplace :: Wendell Berry
    Blind Hope: An Unwanted Dog :: Laurie Sacher *
    Boundaries :: Henry Cloud & John Townsend *
    Brothers Karamazov :: Fyodor Dostoyesvsky
    Burgess Bird Book :: Thornton Burgess
    Changes That Heal :: Henry Cloud *
    Classic Westerns: 18 Novels by Zane Grey *
    Creative Habit ::Twyla Tharp *
    Crime and Punishment :: Fyodor Dostoyevsky
    Essays in the Art of Writing :: Robert Louis Stevenson
    The Exploring Expedition to the Rocky Mountains :: Brevet Col. J.C. Fremont
    Farthest North :: Dr. Fridtjof Nansen
    The First Tycoon :: T. J. Stiles
    French Women Don’t Get Fat :: Mireille Guiliano
    Grace Notes :: Philip Yancey *
    The Greatest Hits of G.K. Chesterton
      (Flying Inn, Innocence of Fr. Brown, Man Who was Thursday, Napoleon of Notting Hill, Wisdom of Fr. Brown, Heretics, Orthodoxy)
    The Hawaiian Archipelago :: Isabella Bird
    Her Fearful Symmetry :: Audrey Niffenegger *
    Holy Bible, New Living Translation *
    Holy Bible, New American Standard Bible
    In Defense of Food :: Michael Pollan *
    In Europe: Travels Through the Twentieth Century :: Geert Mak
    Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl :: Harriet Ann Jacobs
    Jesus Wants to Save Christians :: Rob Bell and Don Golden *
    The Journals of Lewis and Clark
    Leaves of Grass :: Walt Whitman *
    Love Wins :: Rob Bell *
    Made to Stick :: Dan Heath *
    Manalive :: G.K. Chesterton
    Middlemarch :: George Eliot
    The Mind at Work :: Mike Rose *
    The Mountains of California :: John Muir
    Notes on Old Edinburgh :: Isabella Bird
    The Omnivore’s Dilemma :: Michael Pollan *
    Orthodoxy :: G.K. Chesterton
    Penrod and Sam :: Booth Tarkington
    The Rainbow Trail :: Zane Grey *
    Rumors of Another World :: Philip Yancey *
    The Rustlers of Pecos County : Zane Grey *
    Sense and Sensibility :: Jane Austen
    The Spirit of the Border :: Zane Grey *
    The Splendid Idle Forties :: Gertrude Atherton
    Tales of Lonely Trails :: Zane Grey *
    The Thirty-Nine Steps :: John Buchan
    A Thousand Days in Tuscany :: Marlena De Blasi *
    Through the Brazilian Wilderness :: Theodore Roosevelt
    The Victorian Age in Literature :: G.K. Chesterton
    Wide Awake :: Erwin Raphael McManus
    The Wild Knight and Other Poems :: G.K. Chesterton
    The Worst Journey in the World :: Apsley Cherry-Garrard

     

  • Tortilla Soup and Arrachera

     

    This recipe was both my first and last taste of Chicago on my visit in October.
    Yum!

    It’s Emeril’s recipe.

    My niece substitutes tortilla chips for the homemade corn tortillas.

    Good with several squirts of lime.

    We also had arrachera (grilled skirt steak marinated with onion, cilantro and lime).

     

     

     If only you could smell this photo.
    In California, we’ve eaten virtually the same thing, but it was called Carne Asada.

    Can anyone explain the difference between Asada and Arrechera?

    ::  an aside ::
    It is on my Bucket List to learn to make refried beans as good as
    the Mexican restaurants. I’ve tried, I’ve fiddled, I’ve cooked many
    a pinto bean. But, man, it’s never the perfect consistency.
    Any suggestions on making the perfect refried beans?
    :: close aside ::

    I did learn a fun tip. You probably already know it.
    But I don’t get the Food Channel.
    So new discoveries are still mine to make!
    To warm a tortilla, just do this:

     

    I took more pictures of cute kids who share bloodlines with me.

    A boy absorbed in a book—yeah, we’re related.

    This smile makes my heart thump. Those eyes!

    Curls! Sweetness!

     

    Compare young man (half Mexican, half mostly Dutch) on left
    with picture of me (mongrel English/Dutch) on the right.
    Isn’t that something?

    This girl has the name I chose, but never got to use.
    She’s a keeper!

    Family and food.
    The perfect recipe for a memorable trip.

  • The World According to Bertie

    Alexander McCall Smith, in The World According to Bertie gives us a sizable dose of our favorite six year old, Bertie Pollock. He is a precocious child who ‘wanted so much to be the average boy, but he knew that this would forever be beyond his reach.’ McCall Smith delivers more of his warm humor, cultural commentary, names of Scottish artists, and the lives of the familiar characters of his Edinburgh series. He is famous for his repeated adjectival phrases, such as the traditionally built woman, Mma Ramotswe.  In this book Matthew wears a distressed-oatmeal sweater and crushed-strawberry trousers. Never beige, Matthew’s distressed-oatmeal sweater appears with comedic frequency.

    Bertie’s mummy Irene is laughable in all her pomposity: “It had to do with the idealisation of the female parental figure, or mother, to use the vernacular.”

    What Miss Harmony faces in her job teaching: “Much had been forgotten, and the rest of the morning was devoted to the re-installation of vanished knowledge.”

    Here are a few more quotes to sample:

    We live in a culture of complaint
    because everyone is always looking
    for things to complain about.
    It’s all tied in with the desire to
    blame others for misfortune and
    to get some form of compensation
    into the bargain.

     

     

    Exercise bicycles in gyms might be used, but this did not apply to those — the majority — bought for use in the home. They stood there, in mute affront to their owners, quite idle, before being moved to a spare room and ultimately to an attic. They there were recycled, which did not mean, in this case, that they had been cycled in the first place.

    For light reading, and some laugh-aloud moments, I recommend The World According to Bertie.


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  • For All the (Online) Saints

     

    Stephanie (middle) and I met in the comments sections of Donna’s (right) blog, Quiet Life. We had many “you, too?” moments when we discovered that we both loved music, particularly hymns, specifically Ralph Vaughan Williams, and what about this phrase in For All the Saints

    Kindred was a word Steph and I kept using to describe our relationship. We both had moments, those capsules of time where everything outside the moment turns all fuzzy and bokeh, when the overwhelming beauty of words—usually expressed musically—envelops you. “Repeat” is a necessary function when we can’t get enough of a new song, even after twenty listens. We know what it is to play the piano (and organ, for Steph) through tears of sheer joy. One of Steph’s favorite lines is lost in wonder, love, and praise.

    It’s inexplicable, isn’t it, how music extracts deep pockets of pain and sharp piercings of joy and distills them into beauty. How tendrils of music reach deep into the soul and loosen the packed-together clumps. How a tune can both move and paralyze you. How an unexpected chord progression makes all your muscles go slack in amazement. How sound waves can physically alter your body. (I speak here of goosebumps.)

    So my sister Dorothy and I drove three hours through autumnal wonder to share three hours with Steph, Donna, and Donna’s daughter Katie. Lunch at the the local Mexican restaurant was a minuet of conversation, stories and laughter. It must’ve taken us a half hour to get to the point where we could look at menus and order. After lunch we went to Stephanie’s church, Trinity Episcopal, where a pipe digital organ was recently installed. I can say with conviction that I have never seen a more beautiful small church. It is, from this day, my picture of Lord’s Chapel when I read Jan Karon’s Mitford books.

     

       

    The first long hug, the shared meal, the photos outside—all these were a delightful prelude. But when I heard my current favorite hymn, Only Begotten, on a pipe organ played by a friend who has music threaded throughout her DNA, I took deep drinks of truth, goodness, and beauty. Because it was not a formal concert, I could squeal when she moved from one key to another (modulation in musicspeak) with a gorgeous sequence of chords. Stop! How did you do that? And she translated.

    My current definition of heaven is this: a gifted and beloved friend playing my requests on the pipe digital-but-sounds-like-pipe organ.

    I cried…joyful tears.

    I hurt…because beauty is sharp and shining.

    I sang…because how could I keep from singing?

    Steph moved to the keyboard and the magic continued. She weaves O, the Deep, Deep Love of Jesus in a way that you hear the ocean currents. As we sang and listened there were undercurrents of understanding, unspoken connections. We sang Donna’s favorite, How Great Thou Art. Before we could quite catch a breath, our time was over, and I was wondering if it was a dream or for reals. 

    Today, November 1st, Stephanie’s Christmas CD, Cradle & Cross, is released. You can sample and purchase it for download at Amazon or iTunes. Or you can order CD’s here.

    Donna blogged about our meeting, with fabulous pictures, here.

     

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     May I add a bit about Katie?
    Inside my head, I call some people BIO-[insert name].
    Katie is BIO-Katie.
    Beautiful, inside and out.

    She was gracious when I said, upon meeting her,
    “I feel like I know you, Katie!”
    All her mom’s fans say that.
    Note to self: next time say something more original.

    She was engaged, thoughtful, and articulate,
    contributing to our conversations.

    Clearly, she is cherished.
    It shows.
    Her presence added to an already special day.

    It was great to meet you, Katie.