Month: April 2009

  • A Deer in the Target

    Here it is halfway through April and I have not even mentioned National Poetry Month.  This poem, introduced to me by The Writer's Almanac, delights me on many levels.  All my sons are deer hunters, but one spent time as a "team member" in a red polo shirt in Target.  Enjoy!

    A Deer in the Target 
    by Robert Fanning 

    I only got a ten-second shot,
    grainy footage of the huge deer
    caught in the crosshairs
    of a ceiling security camera, a scene
    of utter chaos in a strip mall store,
    shown on the late local news.
    The beautiful beast clearly scared
    to death in this fluorescent forest,
    its once graceful legs giving out
    on mopped floors, think Bambi
    as a fawn its first time standing.
    Seeing the scattering shoppers,
    you'd think a demon had barged
    into this temple of commerce,
    as they sacrificed their merchandise,
    stranded full carts and dove for cover.
    And when the aisles were emptied
    of these bargain hunters, who was left
    but an army of brave red-shirted
    team members, mobilized by
    the store manager over the intercom
    to drive this wild animal out.
    I wager there's nothing on this
    in the How to Approach
    an Unsatisfied Shopper

    section in the Target employee handbook,
    but there they were: the cashiers
    and stockers, the Floor Supervisor,
    the Assistant Floor Supervisor,
    the Store Manager,
    the Assistant Store Manager,
    the District Associate Manager,
    the District Supervisor,
    the District Assistant Supervisor
    and visiting members from
    the Regional Corporate Office,
    running after it, it running after
    them, bull's eye logos on their red golf shirts,
    everyone frenzied and panting: razor hooves
    clattering on the mirror-white floor tiles,
    nostrils heaving, its rack clearing
    off-season clothes from clearance racks.
    All of them, in Target,
    chasing the almighty buck.

  • How to Cook a Wolf

     

    "Nothing seems particularly grim
    if your head is clear
    and your teeth are clean
    and your bowels function properly."

    The problem is how to characterize How to Cook a Wolf.   

    ~  It is a cookbook, but one with only 75 recipes added like seasoning to the prose.  Along the way you will learn how to cook fish, eggs, fritattas, polenta, gravy, bread and War Cake.

    ~  It is a book on frugality.

    ~  It is a survival book including a basic recipe for a gruel/sludge that will keep you alive.

    ~  It is sort of a social history, illuminating life at home during the second world war.

    ~  It is a dialog between the author and herself.  She wrote the book in 1942 and revised it in 1954.  The original is kept intact and revisions added in [brackets].  This is one of the most entertaining features.  As any writer knows, reading your work at a later date can make you alternately wince or nod your head.  Fisher, an opinionated writer, tends to argue with herself, retract a statement or two; but she admits at the end of one chapter that she is pleased with what she wrote. 

    ~   It is a book worth reading for its delightful prose.  W. H. Auden wrote about M.F.K. Fisher "I do not know of anyone in the United States today who writes better prose."  Here's what I want you to do: click on the link above, click on the picture of the book "Click to Look Inside" and read the table of contents.  I don't know any other book with better chapter titles. 

    If you are curious about the wolf in the title, it comes from the ditty by C.P.S. Gilman: There's a whining at the threshold.  There's a scratching at the floor.  To work! To work! In Heaven's name! The wolf is at the door! 

    Here's some morsels of Fisher's writing to further tempt you:

    As for butter and other shortening,
    I have always felt that I should prefer
    too little of the best
    to plenty of the inferior kind.  p. 18

    [As an older and wiser frittata cook
    I almost always, these richer days,
    add a scant cup of good dry Parmesan cheese
    to the eggs when I mix them.
    Often I add rich cream too.
    How easy it is to stray from austerity!]  p.61

    I believe more firmly than ever in fresh raw milk,
    freshly ground whole grains of cereal,
    and vegetables grown in organically cultured soil.
    If I must eat meats I want them carved from beasts
    nurtured on the plants from that same kind of soil.  p. 71

    The doubtful triumphs of science over human hunger
    are perhaps less dreadful to the English than to us,
    for in spite of our national appetite for pink gelatine puddings,
    we have never been as thoroughly under the yoke
    of Bird's Custard Sauce as our allies.  p.152

    In the old days, before Stuka and blitz became part of
    even childish chitchat, every practical guide to cookery
    urged you to keep a well-filled emergency shelf
    in your kitchen or pantry.
    Emergency is another word
    that has changed its inner shape;
    when Marion Harland and Fanny Farmer used it
    they meant unexpected guests.
    You may, too, in an ironical way,
    but you hope to God
    they are the kind who will never come.  p.187

  • Easter Monday

     

    From the view of the sunrise outside our front door
    to the pitter-patter of raindrops on the roof as we fell asleep,
    Easter was a magnificent, glorious, rich celebration.

    Today, Easter Monday, is a day of hugs and good-byes
    with family returning to their homes,
    a day for the washing machine to exert itself,
    a day of putting away,
    a day of happy, contented sighs.

    I read somewhere that in Greek villages,
    they celebrate Easter Monday with practical jokes,
    reflecting the cosmic "joke" of Christ's resurrection.
    It is a holiday in many countries, a designation I fully support.
    I think I'll take a walk.

     

  • Good and Pleasant

    Two years and three weeks separate my oldest sons. 

    For years, their differences caused further separation.  Different gifts, different dispositions.  One was defiant, one compliant.  One was a straight-forward rebel; one was underhanded. The typical tensions that beset firstborns and second-borns wormed their way into our house.  I don't want to overstate the case: the rivalry did not brew hatred.  But the competition was more than evident.   

    Sibling relationships are seldom simple.

    But sometimes, siblings offer some of the best friendships around. 

    Watching my boys this week brings me joy incapable of containment.  Delight and approval in their role as daddy and as husband overcome me.  How much fun is it to have my sons instruct me on holding my grandsons in the most comfortable manner? 

    And the pleasantness continues.  To see the friendship between brothers grow and expand is as refreshing as an ice-cold drink on a blistering day.  When one of our three-month babies fusses, his uncle is just as likely to pick him up and comfort him as his father. 

    The unity between them is evidenced in a particularly special way.  Their differences in theology are not an occasion for division between them.  One son holds to believer baptism and one son holds to paedo baptism.  Tomorrow, little Noah will be baptized and the whole family will be there as witnesses.  At some future date, Preston and Gavin will be baptized and the whole family will be there to rejoice.  And, thanks be to God, there is no tension. 

    Behold, how good and pleasant it is
    when brothers dwell in unity! 

  • Like Wheat Arising Green

     

    Now the green blade rises from the buried grain,
    Wheat that in dark earth many days has lain;
    Love lives again, that with the dead has been;
    Love is come again, like wheat arising green.

    In the grave they laid him, love by hatred slain,
    Thinking that he would never wake again,
    Laid in the earth like grain that sleeps unseen;
    Love is come again, like wheat arising green.

    Forth he came at Easter, like the risen grain,
    He that for three days in the grave had lain;
    Raised from the dead, my living Lord is seen:
    Love is come again, like wheat arising green.

    When our hearts are wintry, grieving or in pain,
    Your touch can call us back to life again;
    Fields of our hearts that dead and bare have been:
    Love is come again, like wheat arising green.

    J.M.C. Crum (1872-1958)

  • New Bread



    Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy and save me!
    Let me lie down like a stone, O God,
    and rise up like new bread.

    ~ Tolstoy in War and Peace
    quoted by M.F.K. Fisher in How to Cook a Wolf

    Isn't this quote about perfect for Holy Week? 

    Also a prayer for our young friend Isaiah, who remains in a coma.  It is a great reminder that we used to be dead in our sins and God has made us alive in Him.

    God made this world chock full of pictures--symbols--of death and resurrection.  The more we look, the more we see.  Help me add to the list. 

    Night and day: each day dies followed by a new day 
    Our sleep is a little death; awaking is a little resurrection 
    A seed dies and is buried in the ground; a new plant rises
    Tulips turn brown and brittle...and come up green.
    A tree becomes a skeleton...until new leaves bud
    Butterflies
    Hibernating bears
    Drowned rice fields
    Grapes are killed, crushed, bruised
    Yeast is buried in flour and water
    An act of repentance, a dying to self, precedes new growth

  • Unfathomable

    "A fathom," he showed me stretching wide
    in his black three-piece suit and silver watch chain,
    "is the measure of the arms across the body from fingertip to fingertip
    because fathom, or a word like it, faethm,
    was the Old Northern European word for embrace."
       
    ~Frank Delaney in Simple Courage: The True Story of Peril on the Sea.

    This is the kind of stuff that makes my heart race:  using a word for a measurement from the universally understood action of embrace.  Here's more.

    A fathom is now a nautical measure of six feet,
    but it was once defined by an act of Parliament as
    "the length of a man's arms around the object of his affections."
    The word derives from the Old English faethm,
    meaning "the embracing arms."  

    from The QPB Encyclopedia of Word and Phrase Origins   

    When we speak of mysteries beyond comprehension, we call them unfathomable.  You can't wrap your arms (or your mind) around it.  Carson, my son who worked on a seiner fishing for salmon in Alaska, said, "Something is unfathomable when you run out of rope." 

    Oh, the depths of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God!
    How unsearchable are his judgments and how incrutable his ways!

    ~ Paul in the espistle to the Romans

       

  • Your Only Comfort

    Q.  What is your only comfort, in life and in death?

    A.  That I belong--body and soul, in life and in death--
    not to myself but to my faithful Savior, Jesus Christ,
    who at the cost of his own blood has fully paid for all my sins
    and has completely freed me from the dominion of the devil;

    that he protects me so well
    that without the will of my Father in heaven
    not a hair can fall from my head;

    indeed, that everything must fit his purpose for my salvation.

    Therefore, by his Holy Spirit,
    he also assures me of eternal life,
    and makes me wholeheartedly willing and ready
    from now on to live for him.

    The first question and answer of the Heidelberg Catechism.

    There is nothing new to report on Isaiah's condition.  The community packed a high school gymnasium for Jeff's service this afternoon.  The other boys are either released from the hospital or scheduled to be released in the next few days. 

    Wait and pray. 

    That is the job we have been given. 

  • Troubling News about Isaiah

    Another note from our pastor:

    We have heard some troubling news this morning from the neurosurgeon about Isaiah. The MRI has been read and we have learned that our Isaiah is suffering from “diffuse brain shake”. There are many bruises throughout the brain, but two particularly of great concern. One is in the area that effects communication between the left and right sides of the brain. This is very critical. Also, in the area of the brain that helps wake you up out of a coma.

    We are all very concerned.

    If Isaiah does not awake from this the prognosis is not good. The EEG showed a slow pattern, which was what was expected. The good news is that it did not show any signs of seizures. We need to continue to pray for Isaiah that he would awake from the coma and tell us of his great adventures. We all love him so much.

    In Jeremiah 29:11-12 we read of a promise which the Prophet gave to the nation of Israel in her darkest hour. Even a candle shines the brightest in the deepest darkness. The Lord told that despairing nation. “I know the plans I have for you says the Lord, plans of good and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.” Such a people had just been trampled by an unstoppable army. But, instead of these words being trite, they were a powerful encouragement. A future and a hope are ahead, unstoppable, coming, set in the unchanging plans of God. We are told this when nothing we see can confirm it at this time. But, It is our Lord who holds the future, He has told us this and therefore we have hope.

    God’s people along with God’s whole creation groan, in travail, as in child birth Paul says in Romans. We groan….waiting, waiting, waiting. But waiting in Hope, hope, hope. We shall all one day awake and we shall spend eternity sharing our adventures. But until then we wait, Pray that the Lord would allow Isaiah to wait with us.

  • Fine Art Friday - Sir George Clausen


    The Mowers, 1885
    My husband loves this picture.
    He is a man who relishes hard work; his muscles give witness to this.
    We are enjoying this slice of August on our computer desktop
    while in real life it is a snowy April.
    The watercolor above was done in 1885.


    The Mowers, 1891
    This Mowers is an oil, done six years later.
    Which one do you prefer: the watercolor or the oil?
    In both, I think he's captured the fluid movement of the mowers.

     
     Boy Trimming a Hedge, 1890
    This dun colored piece doesn't have the elegant light of the ones above.
    The background seems too cluttered or busy.
    But I like to think of this boy as the younger brother, nephew
    or even son of the men above. 
    Boys at work.  It just seems right.

     
    The Breakfast Table, 1891-92
    I believe these girls are the painter's daughters
    and the woman presiding over the table is his wife.
    When I look at this picture I can just hear that pleasant
    tinkle of silverware on china, a sound I love
    in Jane Austen/BBC movies.

    The best place to learn more about Sir George Clausen
    is this blog.  From what I can gather the author is a
    descendant of   SGC.
    Clausen is my find of the year (happy sigh).